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February 6, 2006
Blog in February
At dawn I ventured into the wintry park nearby. It was empty. The sky was a pearly, silverfish gray, and both the sun and the moon were out. The untenanted gazebo glowed like a stage-set phantom. The wasted gardens were in full, majestic decline — a tenebrous spectrum of inscrutable hues. I looked around, naming them: green-gray, brown-gray, blue-gray, pinkish-gray, yellow-gray . . . and became awash in an amplitude of close tones.
A raven glided down, jetty feathers swishing like satin. He looked like an inkblot on parchment. I thought of his country fellows whom I’d once seen posing in profile on dirt roads and at the apex of feather-shaped trees. This raven strutted and cawed upon the cobblestones, then took off with much ebon-satin rustling. He flew into the hairnet skeins of branches, unsuspectingly calling my attention to what looked like a derelict nest. It was no nest, but a perfectly still squirrel that, disturbed by my attention, sprang clear to another tree. His leap and his landing caused me to note a nearly invisible, static assembly of pigeons lined up on a branch. They were puffed up and looked like a display of dusty odd-lot ornaments.
A human being appeared. The park-keeper, a young Ethiopian, who looked like Krishna’s eager understudy but without a flute. Instead his arms were full of burlap bags. He struck up, as if in mid-conversation, a cheerful chat about the raven (whom he seemed to know). Naturally, I thought of Dicken in The Secret Garden. As it turned out, he was neither Krishna nor Dicken.
“My name is Abel,� he said, and shook my hand.
“As in Cain and Abel?� I said, surprised by his warmth.
"Right," he chortled. "And if you see him, tell him I'm looking for him. That brother owes me!"
He laughed outright and I laughed too, mirth between strangers on an off-kilter morning of beautiful, gray things, of small events that live beyond the outskirts of harsh light and perished dreams.
Posted by Jane on February 6, 2006 9:34 PM


