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March 25, 2006
The Moon as a Doorbell, the Sky as a Pan
Having lived so long in New York City, I’ve never felt quite natural in nature. Nature hardly even seems second nature, but more like a trope for elements of urban culture. For example, those purple crocuses poking up, now that it’s spring, remind me of fluorescent neon. When they open a bit to show their golden filaments, they’ll resemble black-light incandescent bulbs. (I do realize the blooms actually were bulbs. The organic kind.) And pastel impatiens and sweet peas make me think of those wave-softened bottle shards known to beachcombers as sea glass. I then remind myself they’re flowers.
I rarely make reverse associations, comparing something manufactured to something natural. I don't seem to perceive directly, without the imposition of metaphor. It's always been like this.
Years ago I arrived at a rural place for a brief stay. Fresh (or rather stale) from the city, I overheard a tall woman complacently praising the beauty of the sunset. I muttered, “Smog makes better ones.� There was no leeway to discuss the illusive hues of sullied heavens during industrial sundowns, for my remark was met by a chilly frown cast from withering heights.
Something similar had happened on a previous sojourn. I’d made the mistake of comparing the shiny curving sky, silvered at dusk, to a stainless steel pan tarnished at the bottom (thanks to a horizon of dusky shrubs). An offended pragmatist retorted: “And I suppose you’d compare the moon to a doorbell?� “Bravo!� I laughed, raising a finger to press the minute celestial knob and wondering who might come to the door.
Early one morning I went walking alone in a rural lane. I couldn’t help but compare the grazing, honking Canada geese to flatulent jalopies backing up. The taut gray ground was covered with dew-frost, glittering like sidewalk mica. The crows were as still as milestones. Invisible critters in the leaves and underfoot sounded like a miniature factory mechanically clacking from afar.
But the scent in the air stymied me. It was like nothing human-made. It was the smell of newness, but not like new-car leather, or Ivory soap, or just-poured concrete on a construction site. The air smelled simply new. Kind of like rain.
Posted by Jane on March 25, 2006 9:35 AM


